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My husband and kids are so amazing and supportive! I really am focused on losing weight. I can't believe I am even talking about this. It's not like every one can't see how fat I am. I have all ways had great friends and no one has ever made fun of my weight. But I am just not feeling good about myself. I
Had one of those moments where I saw a video of our worship team. And I was mortified! In fact the next time I sang I did so horrible because I knew everyone was looking at the fat girl, I am sure I am over exaggerating but this it totally how I feel. I actually feel a bit like a Hippocratic in the sense that I am a worship leader and I have had a horrible time giving control of my weight to God! Well it may be a long road but I am committed! So if any one wants to walk or bike with me I am up for it! I would love to make it to the top of the incline some day. I think that Teddy would be so proud! Love you all, Jen :)