Up (some rambling at 2:00 am)

And not like the movie. This whole sleep thing has me so confused. Any way I am sure my problem tonight is that I watched three episodes of 48 hours hard evidence and am reading a fantastic book on worship.
This book on worship is one I just could not put down.
I know everyone close to me knows how important my relationship with Christ is. Especially honoring Him through music. The act if pure worship is so powerful I want my feelings of Christ to glow off of me when I sing. Those moments of clear self abandonment and total dependency on God is a longing that I pray for. I consistently pray for an awakening and revival that only Christ can bring. I am so thankful I never lost the music, I found a new stronger song in Him.

After I finished this fantastic book I went to check in on the kids and pray over them. This is how I found them! Together! God is just so good, I am so thankful for my life and where Gary and I are at right now. What a blessing! I was talking with a friend at church about how much we love babies and the thoughts we have of possibly having more. I think it's a nice thought but I know in my heart for us it's time to grow with Lilly and Owen. I can't imagine my life without their special hearts. I love watching them grow. My favorite thing about being a mom is watching Lilly and Owen seek God! There is just nothing on earth better than the heart of a child in Christ.
Good night (morning) all!