Well...

I have been fighting this feeling of being sick since Wednesday. I just don't have a lot of time to be still and rest. I'm typically up no later than 5 and on the go until my head hits the pillow. I'm in the middle of putting a business meeting together, a huge loan for my church and learning to be an accountant so my sweet friend can have maternity leave. All this on top of trying not to miss a beat with Gary and the kids, keep with running here and there loving the balloons and everything else in between. But it's taking a toll, I feel horrible. I have been medicating myself not to feel the pain of my double ear infection, sinus infection and having bronchitis. I'm trying to serve faithfully in ministry, clean my house and get laundry done and feeling like a complete failure as I lay here on the couch completely done. I'm exausted, I can't breath. I know I just need to rest, so today as I look at my unorganized house and pile of laundry I know today is my only chance to rest! Under the blankets with my hair in a bun I am resting and praying for a successful week ahead and a hair appointment :)